8.20.2008

weary

on nights like this, i miss you, my dear old blog. sitting here alone in the dark, crying over the state of life and so wanting to pour my heart out. my new blog is too public for me to do that.

i know this feeling of being alone will pass, or at least the severity of it will. i am lonely but yet i don't want to be around anyone, don't even want to talk to anyone, really.

maybe i just need to sit here and cry. let it all out and get rid of it. i can't afford for this to take me over. right now i am just so tired, and feeling hopeless, and not sure where to go next. it's funny how even at 31 i can lose my confidence and lose my way...reduced to a child yet again.

i know, this too shall pass, but right now it is piercing my heart, and it really hurts.

5 comments:

Miss Kate said...

I am sending you a hug.

Andrea said...

{{{ hugs to you so you're not lonely }]} miss ya lots!

feistyMNgirl said...

hey- you alright? please updat us....and please send me an invite to your new blog too.

hope you are feeling better, if not now, soon.

Angie said...

hey feisty! i did send you an invite at the mindyzappy address, i'll send it again. if that's not the right address let me know and i'll send it to the correct one!

yeah, i'm okay, just had a sad day that i didn't want to post to the public. ; )

Angie said...

p.s.

thanks ladies for the hugs! :)

i didn't know any of you still checked on this old blog.